lets talk

Hi, just joined... have given up heroin and crack after about 3 years highly dependant... am 3 months clean & can't sleep for shit... finally got 7.5mg zopiclone from docs.  They worked when I was in hospital 2 months ago with leg ulcer that now finally healed.  I have moved from busy city of london to a village backwater with my 80 yr old folks to get clean..  I don'y quite have zero to do but it's all really boring day to day stuff and 0 real friends or people who get me... except at a local pub.  Getting addicted to booze is last thing I need but sleep is priority so I have some sort of energy during day to do stuff. I want write, draw, exercise & start a voluntary job...plus make some friends but  2 hours isn't enough to allow me to even think doing this stuff where I am and on only 2 hours a night.. i wake up at 2am most nights and then toss turn and dream weirdly for hours so come 8am I am exhausted...tried herb teas, aromatherapy etc... not done proper mediatation except with chilled music... tried reading etc.  Hoping zopilclone will help at least temporarily as I am now cliombing walls and getting really down.. if nothing else would like people to talk to in the midnight hours when were aren't sleeping or some shit that really works and not meaning back to hard hard core drugs... anyone wqant to talk, chances are I will be awake unless these fuckers work