lethargy & lazyness
i don't like to admit it but deep down inside i know i am guilty of the latter rather than a sufferer of the former (as much as i'd like to convince myself otherwise). i imagine i'll continue to be pretty much unemployable until i can sort out my boneidleness but inevitably excuse after excuse will come to the fore and another wasted year will pass by.
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I hate to be the one to tell you this but working is really fun. . .you get to make friends with co-workers, bitch about the boss behind his back, help each other out, laugh at the funniest things that happen and things co-workers tell you. . I think some people are seriously on drugs :) AND the best part is they pay you to do it. . .and then you can go out and spend your cash on what ever you want.
she is right, ill tell you this getting a job is the single and only reason I can talk to people today. Without getting a job I would be in the same mess I was in last year. It took me one full year to get comfortable at my job - I have to deal with answering the phone and helping customers all day - it was very hard at first, my coworkers kept their distance because my depression and anxiety were at their peaks - but ive come so far that I actually like my coworkers and they and I consider one another to be friends.
It forces you out of your comfort zone but at the same time theres really not as much pressure on you and going into a social gathering I find. Its really the best way along with actual face to face help