Let the Journey Begin!

I have been a member of DS for a couple weeks now and I have finally decided that it is time to start writing in my journal. I think the main reason it has taken me so long to finally write in this is because in my life outside of DS, I journal and they become very personal and very detailed about what is going on in my life and I am not sure how personal I want to make this journal. 
 
I haven't been to "bed" yet tonight. I fell asleep on the couch and slept for a couple hours, but I am not really looking forward to going to bed. Lately I have gone to bed and just laid there thinking about how lonely I am and how much I wish I had someone special in my life. I do want to thank the people on this site who have been so encouraging. I know that this phase in my life will not go on forever (no matter how much it feels like it will). I will get through this. 
 
A little note to anyone reading this, if you have any questions for me, I am a very open person, please message me on here and I will be happy to answer any questions you may have.