Let me go

If I die before you wake I pray the lord my soul to takeYou leave me now to rest your head Deep down inside I want to be deadIf I had the guts to end my being pathetic the blood would flow I would not regret itI would go where angels fly to live forever I would not dieI do not know for sure what would be waiting Whats after this world, Ive been contemplating   I can only pray that I could watch youKeep you happy keep you safeMake all of your dreams come trueBe your angel as you where for meBut I would be there eternallyAwake asleep happy or sadId stay at your side forever nowyou will not miss meNo one will , I was born to be killedI was never was really meant to be hereIf  you really loved me dearLet me go and end this pain so real.