Let Down Once Again

Had lunch at home today, since I had to check on the laundry. Husband walks in; turns out he got out early because of the nature of the work today. He said I could take his car back to work, since it was parked closest to street.


So as I start to go back, the car's acceleration was kind of intermittant & I didn't feel safe, so I turned around & parked the car in front of the house. Before getting in the other car, I go inside to tell him what happened. The radio is on, but he's not around. I turn it off & call him a few times, including "Where are you?" (so if he's in the bathroom, he can just say so). Nothing.
Well, I can't wait around, so I just leave. When I get to work, I call him to tell him about the car, but he doesn't answer; the machine picks up, so I just leave a message with the information.
I am so mad! Yeah, there may be some reasonable explanation, but my gut is doubting it. I can't even count on him to respond to me when obviously something is wrong (after all, we did say goodbye to eachother, so if I'm back in 1 minute, there is a problem!). And not that I was up a creek without a paddle--I did have the other car. However, I really resent the fact that "some things" are more important...


Conclusion: I really can't count on him for anything. Why do I even bother with expectations?