Leaving part 2
I do not mean to sound like a drama queen after I already left and re-opened my account once. I do not want to come across as someone trying to make a dramatic goodbye. I just want everyone to know I am leaving so they do not worry about me and whether I harmed myself. I know so many on this site have had friends disappear and they were left with horrible fears running through their heads. I am not sure if anyone would have such fears over me or miss me, but I am putting this out there just in case.
I am not in a great place right now, but I do not have any thoughts of harm. I am merely doing what I feel is best for my mental health. DS has caused much turmoil in my life and in the lives of people I care about. I believe DS is a wonderful site that can do so much good for many, but it's not always easy for those of us who are highly sensitive. Right now I just don't think I am cut out for DS.
I regret having to leave friends again as I was trying to re-establish contact. There are so many wonderful, loving people that are filled with so much wisdom. For that I will always be grateful. I wish I could take away your pain and suffering, but I cannot even get words on a computer right. But I will not forget you and will not stop wanting the best for you.
I will leave this up for a bit so people get a chance to see what is going on before my account is closed. Please do not worry about me.
To the person I hurt, if you are reading this, I love you. I am sorry we couldn't get a friendship right.
I am not in a great place right now, but I do not have any thoughts of harm. I am merely doing what I feel is best for my mental health. DS has caused much turmoil in my life and in the lives of people I care about. I believe DS is a wonderful site that can do so much good for many, but it's not always easy for those of us who are highly sensitive. Right now I just don't think I am cut out for DS.
I regret having to leave friends again as I was trying to re-establish contact. There are so many wonderful, loving people that are filled with so much wisdom. For that I will always be grateful. I wish I could take away your pain and suffering, but I cannot even get words on a computer right. But I will not forget you and will not stop wanting the best for you.
I will leave this up for a bit so people get a chance to see what is going on before my account is closed. Please do not worry about me.
To the person I hurt, if you are reading this, I love you. I am sorry we couldn't get a friendship right.
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I will miss you!!!!
There is a new song on a Christian station that hits me, personally.
Basically, it says,
Why is there human trafficking, Human slavery, orphans, and other bad stuff.
God, why aren\'t you doing something.
He says, \"I did!! I made you!!!\"
Keep coming back. Maybe just to get and give hugs. Maybe just to check in with true friends.
Not saying that I am that friend, but...........I am here to support and give encouraging words. So many of us are. So sorry you have found some of those who are........well, rude!!!
If you feel like you need to leave, I will understand. Won\'t be happy, but..........we just became friends!!!!
There is good and bad in everything. It\'s not easy to take what you can and leave the rest behind. But if you look at the big picture do you really think this site has caused more harm than help? Please take a few days and reconsider your decision. Hugs Kelley