Leaving me alone...

Went to my psychologist today, and because I needed another prescription I briefly saw my psychiatrist. Though my psychologist in our talking, was pretty much saying she's not like 'really worried' or taking action, because its sort of like the same thing will just happen again, like forced into hospital, then come out and still having the problem.. so I don't know. Am I just going to be left not to eat again, because I just can't physically and mentally let or make myself eat by myself, as weird as that sounds, its impossible. The flick has switched and the wall is barricaded the exit.
She was also saying that after a while of not eating that apparently I go 'crazy'. And was saying she hopes we don't have to go through all of that again. Then again she did see how I was going after the weekend and seeing her again on Wednesday, though I have a appointment with the new GP on Monday, which I think would be the starting of getting serious. Also my GP, who's going away after Friday, said to get a blood test Friday, and had it on Urgent, so she will have the results that day, and will ring me up with the results and will have to speak to her if they aren't so great. But I'm sure they will be fine. I'm feeling better than the start of the week anything and still no food intake. Just Coke Zero, occasionally incense tea (no milk) or water.
The other thing people keep saying and thinking that its just exam stressors since it is the last week of uni and big stressful assignments and exams and stuff, but I know as what usually happens once I have gone through this, and past that stage of hunger and not eating, then I don't and can't stop myself on my own. So I will see. 
2 more days of uni left!!

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rexory15
rexory15

Oh hone hang in thre you can do thid I wish you eat a litle somethin it not god you know.i don knoe how you ar doi it. I dont excep sher wil powr. Im paryin for you. Your in my thohts an prayers tak care oj.? And i don lik that lady shrink! She don soun very nice to you. You shoud fin somone else (((( hugs)))
TheED
TheED

Yeah, maybe. I guess I will be moved into the adult system in not too many months now so it will need to change then anyway.

Thank-you very much, its very needed right now. xxx