Last week

Last week until I go back to work...I was so hoping that we would win the lottery, then I could go back part-time and enjoy life. I had good week last week. Besides the Briars, I was able to go to Kingston with two friends. We had a wonderful time listening to Jazz (Harely Davison Jazz festival), watched a movie in the town square, ate at wonderful restaruants, and did some sight seeing. I felt so relaxed! I am now finished the progesterone and waiting for my period to arrive.Today I have been agitated so AF must be coming.I did go to a bridal party today. At first I did not want to go because I have not seen most of these women in three years...All of them are married and most have children...actually I felt like the only one who did not have a child or was expecting. Luckily no one asked me if we were trying or planning to have kids. In away it was like facing your fears head on and surviving them. I had a lot of fun playing the games, eating and having some wine.DH and I signed up at the gym close to our house. tomorrow I will pick up our membership cards so that we can go Wednesday morning.A new month is going to begin, a new school year is starting and the new me is coming forward...no more obsessing about getting pregnant!