Last leg of vacation

Only a few days left.  Family is camping and will be back Sunday.  I fly back on Wednesday.  It's been a good visit home.  There are a few people I haven't seen yet and might not get to, but I did have lots of good time with those I could see.  I'm afraid I may have seen my grandmother for the last time.  I don't know, but she is so frail.  I don't know if she will make it another 6 or 12 months.  She is over 85.I've been busy setting up for teaching on-line and advertising my piano teaching.  I hope I have enough students to make some money.  But not too many for me to handle physically/emotionally.  Not sure how I will financially survive August-December.  I already paid August's rent and I have enough cash left to get me halfway through August for groceries and gas.  Still waiting on disability, hoping to get students.  Trust, right? Trust in God the Provider.  Something will have to come together by then.No anxiety or sensations of derealization except for after watching "Inception" Wednesday night.  Good movie.  I'm just sensetive.  I'm hoping this pattern continues!  No more panic attacks!  And none when I get back to Texas, okay?Reading 5 books on investments, budgeting and money.  Educating myself.  I'm going to be rich.  Or according to rich Dad, it's a frame of mind.  So, I am rich. :-D  Learning to live like a rich man.  No impulse buying, right?  Right. Ermmm. That'll be a tough spot.Strength, Hope, Faith, Endurance, Courage, Stability, Security, Humiility, Peace, Love ~ for you and for me