LAST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR 10 weeks!!

So today was the last day for teachers!!!!! I begin summer camp on Monday.  Its only 8-12:30 so its all good.  I am sitting home by myself right now and feeling kinda sad.  My cousin has the cutest baby and I want one so bad.  This is one of the moments that I really want to be a mommy and can't understand why God won't let me.  I have to really try hard to stay positive and pray that one day it happens=(