Last day of school

        Tomarow is my last day of school and i am having a lot of trouble with it.  I am so upset that i cant finish school with all my friend. it was so inportant to me to graduate with my class and i cant now. i feel like CFS controles my life i cant go to school, i didnt even get to take my drivers test at the right time i am just so angry i dont know how im going to be able and take care of a family if i decied to have kids i count on my mom to take care of me and my animals on bad days right now i dont like haveing to count on some one to take care of my animals that are my resposability. and if i get married i dont want to have to count on that guy to take care of me when i cant get out of bed or take out of me when i cant warsh my hair anymore it scares me.. it really scares me!! i mean over the past five years all i have gotten is much worst what happens if i keep getting worst what happens if i cant walk at all any more. i hate that im growing up and now i have to worrie about things like this i mean other ppl dont have these problems the kids i hang out withs biggest problems are. the guy i like dosent like me and i kinda want to hit them and tell them to stop whinning. which then makes me feel bad because i want to be there for my friend i want to be a normal kid but i cant.