Last chance fo my BFP
I'm so scarred and nervous today. Have my 2nd bloodtest tomorrow morning... My first level was at 24 and that's very low even if it's a BFP. Still no AF so I am pregnant. I just never imagined after so many years of TTC that a BFP would be so hard. Instead of being happy and celebrating I'm stressed out and scarred. I really don't want to consider a miscarage.
Everyone keeps telling me it will be ok. That my number will double and that there's no problem but they don't know. No one seems to understand what I'm going throught. They tell me they're so sure it will workout but why ?
I feel pregnant and already have symptoms but I keep thinking are they worst then yesterday, do I feel them less and if I do does that mean my pregnancy is doomed ?
DH is supportive but he also doesn't get it. He just thinks I'm worried for nothing that I just have to stay positive but it's so hard after so many years of failled attemps. But to finaly be so close...
I'm rambling but at least writing seems to help. I feel like I'm going crazy
Everyone keeps telling me it will be ok. That my number will double and that there's no problem but they don't know. No one seems to understand what I'm going throught. They tell me they're so sure it will workout but why ?
I feel pregnant and already have symptoms but I keep thinking are they worst then yesterday, do I feel them less and if I do does that mean my pregnancy is doomed ?
DH is supportive but he also doesn't get it. He just thinks I'm worried for nothing that I just have to stay positive but it's so hard after so many years of failled attemps. But to finaly be so close...
I'm rambling but at least writing seems to help. I feel like I'm going crazy
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Oh Roxy. I am so sorry you have to go through this. I\'ll pray for you that your numbers will double. Try and keep the positive thoughts up.
Praying for you and hope that the numbers double.