Lapsed after 8 months GF

Sadly, I have lapsed after being gamble free for 8 months. I would have reach my 9 months gamble free goal in 32 days. I feel so dirty and so disgusted in myself however as I have always said to myself and others it's a lesson learnt excercise now.

What have I learnt

Reenforces how easy you can fall into old habits;
Reenforces how you just loose all sight of the value of money;
Shows how things can build up and you feel the need to bindge;
It's not all bad coz I didn't gamble for 8 months and gained so much over that time;

I wont be starting from day 1 again. I am now 8 months gamble free minus one silly night. I will have to live with this so when I announce one year gamble free in 4 months time it will be 1 year with the exception of one night.

Forgot to mention that I didn't gamble because an urge it was about earning x number of points to retain my loyalty card which happens to give me free parking in the city where I work. I guess I just paid for it afterall and the casino trick to earn x number of points work. I know makes no sense.

Welcome all feedback.