lamenting my loss

I can't believe that cleaning supplies brougt me down, but I believe it.  I may have been a chef when I worked, but to me, I was more of a janitor.  I never liked culnary students that much because they don't know a thing about cleaning at all.  To them, there was learning and working, but when the job wa over, they would walk away and have a cleaning crew take care of everything.  It does not work like that in the real world.  I have cleaned things that even make my skin crawl.  I can't believe it, sadness over cleaning supplies.