Lack of Sleep

Next to the heart break, the lack of sleep is almost the worst thing.   My marriage ending has shattered that sense of security and stability that lets you rest easy.  It is crazy that this has happened, because everyone thought we had the perfect marriage...even me.  I guess for some people they are always looking for the next best thing.  Although my STBX really picked someone that is a few steps down.  I hate to admit but that makes me feel better.  Wrong I know, but still better.

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deleted_user

I feel the same way In every aspect of this entry, but the being wrong, don\'t feel like that was wrong. Makes me wander what are thinking. Grass is always greener on the other because there is more manure under it.LOL!!!!!!!
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deleted_user

Today my ex came by and started packing some of his stuff. I\'m actually starting to feel relieved that he will soon be out of my life on a day to day basis.