Lack of Sleep

Next to the heart break, the lack of sleep is almost the worst thing.   My marriage ending has shattered that sense of security and stability that lets you rest easy.  It is crazy that this has happened, because everyone thought we had the perfect marriage...even me.  I guess for some people they are always looking for the next best thing.  Although my STBX really picked someone that is a few steps down.  I hate to admit but that makes me feel better.  Wrong I know, but still better.