Label Me! A poem!

a poem of myself... by myself.    Never deeply look into these eyez they lie Not telling you the story of the death I die and why To you it won’t even matter that my soul is shattered It cut right through my heart now it’s left me battered You see you’ll never really get it and I can’t forget it Basically I’ll pour it out grab your cup and catch it You think you’ve lived a life so hard you deserve respect Well even the cutest kitten deserves a better pet Forget whatever I tell you before it’s even said My babies and their mother are dead, dead, dead Label me barren then say you understand You’re a fucking giant bunny in another land What I’ve been through I go through every single day I’ll never get another chance no pause rewind and play I was blessed with seed and loved them both so dear Then God ripped them from my tubes and he left me here I felt them there and I knew they were SO great Now I’m alone in this life and pain I can’t escape No one wants to see they’re child hurt or even cry I’ve felt my babies inside and then I felt them die I will never give birth now and never even mother Never will my breasts give milk; no Pablum in the cupboard I dream about my babies and I have seen their faces My death will bring me closer to live in better places Where we can finally be a family and I can be your mother You chose me and I chose you there would never be another!