Kory

It's been 2 weeks now that he has asked me out. not that im really keeping track, or that i remember the date that he asked the question. But it seems so different now. I knew him from before. He is so real, and im not blinded by love, because he is still the best friend i had from before, we just hug and kiss now, something friends really dont normally do. but i cant explain this feeling. its a good feeling. im happy, and i often catch myself with a smile on my face. he is always running in my mind, and it seems like nothing else matters now that im with him. Other guys?? no thank you. In the past...i have cheated, and i am not proud of it, ive been cheated on, and Kory has too, but this time its different. i dont want anyone else. i dont want to kiss anyone else, i do hug other guy friends, but nothing more. i dont flirt, i only want Kory. I dont look at other guys like the way i look at Kory. He is everything to me and i dont want to mess this up. Hes a great guy, and i wouldnt want him to be out of my life.  
Since being with him, I havent taken any of my medications. Not my depression, or anxiety, or even my weight loss pills, because i have nothing to be depressed about, he calms my anxieties, and he accepts me for the way i am. I would like to start taking the weight loss pills again though, because it will just help me feel better about the way i look. 
He is so gentle, like the cool breeze on a summer morning. When the world seems like hell, he is always there to bring a smile back to my face. Even when i dont get the chance to talk to him, just thinking about what he would tell me "darling, everything will be ok" nearly brings tears to my eyes. I dont understand how one person could care so much about me.