know what?

You know what? I think what is upsetting to me today is lack of sleep and frustration. I had sinus surgery last week and I have a constant stream of blood clots coming out of my face. And working two jobs, and being low on money. And my boyfriend is so self absorbed. He never even asks me how I am. And if he does, I can tell he doesn't want to hear anything bad. He says he needs support right now and I am not giving it to him.
 
Yet everytime he feels badly, or sick, it is because of a hang over. hes home today, complaining of not feeling good due to too much Makers last night.
 
I am sitting at work snotting blood out of my face feeling tired because I worked until 8 AM yesterday until 2 Am and then had to come back here today to do it all over again.
 
I miss my dad. I am homesick for him
 
Im going to go to the bath room and cry