knives

They are my friends. When I want to punish myself, they are always there, but sometimes when a man gets too close they feel like my best friend.
 
When my ex boyfriend wanted to touch me, his blade was tempting to keep him away from me. Even thinking about him now makes me want to get the knife, but he wasnt the one who made me do things with him, he jus wanted to touch me and get affection, but I cant give affection :(