Kinda yuck
Well, I don't really know what to say. I just kinda feel yucky. I don't feel depressed, but I don't feel happy either. I feel I am just forcing myself through life, but not enjoying it. I'm doing fun things, but don't find the enjoyment or it doesn't last very long. I'm not finding life fulfilling, but I can't afford to just quit my job and get one more fulfilling. I also feel like I'm going to feel this way forever. I just want to go back to living life day by day without this yuck feeling. I'm just here, that's it. Nothing more, nothing less.
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I know exactly how you feel.
Sorry you feel yucky.
I\'ve learned a lot of things from my self-help program and one of them is that we set unrealistic goals for ourselves. \"I want to be happy\" is an unrealistic goal, believe it or not. How many people are happy. We just get fleeting moments in our lives. The rest is mundane, working, taking care of our homes, our families. Try to be more specific in your next goal, e.g. I want to feel more fulfilled at my work. Cheryl, you are still very young and you should not have to be at a job that you don\'t like for maybe the next 25 or so years. You will continue to be sad. Sometimes we have to take risks. If you stay at this job you will continue to be dissatisfied and your life won\'t get better (sorry to be so blunt). You have got to get out there and find something that will fulfill you. You may have to put off your dreams for a while, but if you really really want to make a change for the better you won\'t get there by just wishing it to happen. YOU have to do something, no one else. That is the only suggestion I can give you right now.
im sorry things are not going well....Big Hugs...xxx
You won\'t be this way forever.... I call it mucking... You are mucking right now, but as you start to feel better mucking will become less muck, more fun. I\'m not there yet myself, but I know it\'s out there somewhere.