kinda lost it
i just flipped at work and feel like hell/ i run my own store for a large company and it was like a 3 ring circus and i ended up fliiping and crying and basically walked out. im very laid back but under huge financial stress so everything else just added up and i cracked now feel like an ass. i live paycheck to paycheck and this one didnt go half as far as needed to so im stressed. have expensive car cant get rid of and not sure what to do. cant talk to my drunk gf cause she spending night with her aunt before she leaves. i freaking blew up at my manager cause she type to back talk everything i say to her and i just had enough. then other one came check up on me and said no wonder your a wreck your girl aint giving you any. so i got up and freaked and left. why do i do this. i dont want to be depressed dont want to be negative im wiped out.