Kill the Grapefruit!!

Last night I had all this pent up tension insdie and had to release it somehow.   And I'm refusing to cut, so I got this idea.  I pulled out a grapefruit and a steak knife, and mercilessly stabbed the fruit until it was just a mutilated mass of grapefruit skin and flesh.  it felt good.  tehn I ate some of the fruit.
 
Suddenly I had this strong feeling of anger.  Anger for the pain and suffering in my life, in the lives of those on this site, in the lives of those in my Monday night support group, everywhere across the globe.  I directed that anger towards sin and Satan.  I gave him what-for, and then had a good prayer time with God, too.
 
The battle is won, folks.  Christ died and rose again!  The devil's time of rule on this earth will come to an end.  I will no longer let sin reign in my life as far as I am able.  I will turn to God in every need, every pain, every struggle.

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HopeNHim
HopeNHim

thank you for sharing you positve constructive way of releasing anger. Hallelujah!! Praise God for another battle is won! You are an inspiration to me. Thanks for your journal.
deleted_user
deleted_user

LOVE, LOVE, LOVE this!! Actually laughed out loud when you said that you mercilessly stabbed the fruit than ate it!
I had a moment like that (which was a 1st) after my classroom\'s Valentine\'s party. I was beyond frustrated with a parent who talks a good talk but obviously neglects their child. They fail (on a regular basis) to provide the simplest things that their child NEEDS yet brought me an expensive chocolate rose. I came home with an intense anger towards ALL parents, including my own, that failed (fail) to put their child\'s need first yet had (have) the ability to put on a good show. I held that long stem rose and repeatedly smashed it by thrashing against the counter top until teeny-weeny bits of chocolate and foil were all over the room. My poor, poor husband asked for a warning if I felt that need again and my poor dog ran into his kennel and wouldn\'t come out until I had a treat to offer. :o)
Ambrosia6
Ambrosia6

LOL! Fortunately, nobody caught me stabbing the fruit, not sure how I would\'ve explained it!