kidney trouble..cancer??

well I got news that the growth on my right kidney could very well be cancer after all. thedr says it has to come out. it is not just a cyst. it is a more solid mass. I have to have amri done first to determine something to do with the blood vessels and where they go etc. i amconcerned about the possibility that it is cancer. i am anxious to get the surgery done and get the growth out. then i will find out if it is cancer.  money is still tight. we are busy but its hard to see daylight at the end of the tunnel.i am trying to get a handle on the budget. this is going to take awhile i'm afraid. i am anxious and nervous. a little uptight. so glad for Maes patience and understanding. this is all real tough on both of us.