Kicking myself so damn bad right now.

I can't believe I missed my appointment for the plastic surgeon today! HOW THE HOLY HELL DID I MISS IT? I know..because I am constantly having to take calls for work 24/7 AND having to deal with my own family messes.
I can't believe I missed this appointment! If my foot could reach my rear I would be kicking it A LOT! I was SO looking forward to the appt. Now I bet I will have to wait a whole nother month before they can see me. 
On the flip side..maybe that is good..we are so busy right now that I don't know if I would be of any use to anyone after surgery like I am looking at...and right now with summer in full swing...that might be more than the boss can handle on his own. I keep having to talk him down some days..Some days I think the guy is gonna work himself right into a stroke the way he gets all worked up and everything. I'm just like "calm down, it's not the end of the world and we WILL get these taken care of."
I swear it makes me wish I knew how to do heating and air work...diagnose a problem, fix it..and there you go. Sometimes I know it is not that straight forward, but other than needing the knowledge to do the work, it don't seem like it is that hard. The only part of it I would have trouble with would be the math stuff. I always sucked at math (unless it was counting money! lol) so that would be the hard part for me.
I guess I shouldn't come down on the boss and his son too hard...but when I see them doing stuff that from a business point of view makes no sense, I can't help but question the work ethic going on. Especially with the boss's son.  And now he just sliced his hand open working on a unit, so he's off to the ER to get stitches and that means he won't be running calls for a bit.
FUCK so that means I got to really figure and finagle the schedule for probably the next week to week and a half. SHIT! 
I swear sometimes I think either someone has cursed me with bad luck or I am paying for my mother/father's sins. I would like just once to be able to have a run of good luck dag nabit!