KEYBOARD
Hopefully this weekend I will buy a new keyboard. This one has a broken spacebar so every time I typeIhave to go back through and space everything. Sometimes Ireally have something to say but it's, well, easiertojust stay silent.I know many of you must bethinking oh, that Colleen, she's a woman offewwords. Not so,it's just apain in the ass to use this keyboard but itwas Jeff'sandI love it. I have decided to hangit onmybedroomwall. Many of the lettersare rubbed off from his enormous amount of hors that hespent in chat rooms. My baby touched it so much Ifeel like heisa part oof it. I loveyou Jeffy.
Today my daughter-in-law hasdecided that I should go with herto a festival. This isasign that maybe we're ready to be nice now. I'm game!! ALOHA!
With Jeff's 3 year angeldaycomingupIfidmyself goingoffthe deep end.I amnot well. I WANT MY SON BACK.
Today my daughter-in-law hasdecided that I should go with herto a festival. This isasign that maybe we're ready to be nice now. I'm game!! ALOHA!
With Jeff's 3 year angeldaycomingupIfidmyself goingoffthe deep end.I amnot well. I WANT MY SON BACK.
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Hi honey, you\'re not alone, I want my son back too - I wish I could have them all back because this new strange life leaves me feeling like odd man out. Glad you have something to look forward to with an outing with your DIL. Before Dana moved I always enjoyed what we did together, all the kids - all of it. I don\'t know what it\'s like to have a DIL, but maybe one day with Josh. Grief does pull us in and holds us down so often even though we try our best to get out of it and enjoy these new days - it\'s very hard. I am grieving again over Joshs father and I am not well either. My prayers will be with you - I\'m here for you - wishing you a peaceful day.
I think your wall is a perfect place for the keyboard. We have several things A.J.\'s and have thought of creating a wall in our garage (skateboards etc) but we are procrastinators. I think you should just type everything all together sort of like a puzzle and we will have to decipher where the words end lol. Enjoy the festival. Love you. Robin
I agree with Robin, go ahead and type everything together, it will make us laugh, yes hang it on the wall, what a nice rememberance,,peacer Nora
We can figure it out. I am sending you hugs and love. I hope you have a peaceful day.
Wendy
Get the new keyboard!! I don\'t have time to waste figuring out what the hell you\'re trying to say!! LOL!! And anybody who thinks you don\'t have much to say just hasn\'t met you yet!! Hanging Jeff\'s keyboard is an excellent idea.
Iloveyouandhopeyouhavefunatthefestival!!!!!! hahaha!
I think that is a neat idea to hang the keyboard...and a new one to type with will allow so many to know more of your wisdom :) Love and hugs...Karen
hope you have a great day! enjoy yourself and relax. love the idea of hanging the keyboard on your wall. truly a great idea. love you! {{{hugs}}}
LOL on the keyboard. Your message was a mess. I wish we could have our kids back, Colleen. I love you, B
Going to the festival with DIL is a giant step. Good luck.
Hugs, Barbara
Go to the festival. Hang the keyboard and enjoy your day. Love and hugs cAthy
Hope you had fun at the festival! I kinda like reading journals thatkeepmymindworking. If you get a new keyboard...just keep Jeff\'s close by. Hugs, Kim
I think the keyboard would be fantastic on the wall and also a great conversation piece. Peace and comfort is hoped for you. I would like to be your friend.