keeps getting worse grrrrrr

oh man..when u think u have it under control..sons still in jail with a U S Marshall hold on him 10000.00 bond and yesterday. I get the news my sister dies of a heart attack..then my bfs in one hr after my news get a call from his mother and his stepfather had passed..when it rains it pours.. 2 death in one day ENOUGH!!!so if anyone out there was thinking they were having a bad day step in my rainboots.. but see the pot thickens here. I just lost my ES brother of 25 years to cancer in September and now my sister all in 6wks..this is ruff..just needing prayers for this disfuncuntial family to get it together..we need each other more now, but am not looking for miracles..eyes are swollen shut, crying all these tears..