Keeping up to date

I went to babysit with my mom and we actually for once did not get into an argument , we always seem to end up fighting especially over the dummest things. Tomorrow is my "friends" party and that party will be one absent person . I have to think about my feelings now and over the years i have been manipulated by alot of people. I 'm not a big fan of going to high school games, even though after watching a high school basketball game, i'm a big fan of basketball. I like to do what i want to do. Some will manipulate me into going by using a please it will be fun voice. I also think that those who know who did me wrong think i am not angry at them and will talk to me. Being shy has alot of advantages and disadvantages.