Keeping track of numbers

Keeping track of the diabetic glucose by testing, and not drinking teas with sugar anymore pepsi is my achilees heel, and mts dew forget it long gone.Sometimes my body says hey you need sugar, times like that are easy. I just get something yummy to bring it to normal hoping my body will know what to do with the balance.mt dew regular soda a thing of the past, i hope i can keep doing it fast. Learning that life is very precious to me, to have. I love living. Even though sometimes it is painful I must go on to tell my story in viein hopes it will help other cutters out there. I come from the same places as you guys. Sometimes I want to give in to the temtations of self injury but I never do. I red flag my triggers, not wanting to deal just then with it. But with diabeties I have no choices left. Gladly I will give up the sweets so I can be healhy happy and well. I will no longer have what i call dirty blood. My blood is sick with no insulin so to improve it I take shots. Five to siz twenty units of this fourty units of that. Its frustrating getting the numbers to onehundred each test, but that is the goal here.