Keeping Sane

So many things are going through my mind. Where has my focus gone? What exactly am I focusing on? I seem to have lost my way again.......This time is different though, it's as if I'm being carried from one place to the next, wandering, waiting, until God is ready to turn to the next page. My flesh questions EVERYTHING!!! Why is it soooooo hard to believe? Why so many chapters???
Why so many changes all at once???