Keeping busy

I have kept busy all weekend.  The townhouse that I had before John and I got married we kept and now rent.  Wouldn't you know the morning of the 30th, the day of my m/c was the morning I did the final walk through with my last tenant.  We have a ton of maintenance to do to the house before we put another renter in there.  I actually wanted to sell, so when we do get pregnant again, I wouldn't have the stress of the townhouse on me...  It was horrible this past pregnancy and caused me serious stress.  I put it on the market... not one call.  I am over priced:)  I think I will come down with my price $5,000.00 and if it doesn't sell I wll put another renter in there.  Well - all day yesterday I painted outside window trim, steam cleaned carpets, stained the deck, while my hubby got the yard looking nice.  Today... I have been doing laundry and once Zach wakes up from his nap I plan on going over to the townhouse and do windows and bathrooms.  I think this is why I feel good, I have been productive and I am getting a lot done.  I think I will try to stay busy and maybe it will help me.   I didn't sleep well last night, I have been having really weird dreams.   Tomorrow I am supposed to start my diet.  I need to come up with a plan... eat healthier, eat less, exercise more... easier said than done.  I will try, I really want to get in shape and get healthy for my next pregnancy... whenever that may be.   I need to fold laundry and put another load of clothes in... but suddenly I am getting so tired, my hubby is already at the townhouse, zach is sleeping... perfect time for mom to sneak a nap:) Have a nice evening - stay busy and be positive - it is helping me!  It can only get better, it can't get worse... today is a gift - be thankful for all you do have, you probably have more than a lot of others in this world.