Keep On Going...
Second Sleep study went well. I'm gonna get hooked up this week with a cpap. I go on Wednesday to the eye surgeon for initial consult and hopefully scheduling my surgeries. Boss juggled my work schedule a smidge this week. I am working tomorrow and off Monday.
Monday would have been our anniversary... so not sure if good or bad I am home. In reality, it will probably be ok as it will give me the day to go through more sorting and ridding of things. It's a bit rough when I come across mementos bringing on more good than bad memories these days. I cannot lie as it is incredibly hard to have noone to share my day or check in with. There is something about knowing someone is there who cares. There are some from here who say I am always welcome to touch base.. but it is different.
I am losing my touchstone as the days progress. I am very happy that things are going so well for him and he always said he will always be there for me... as a friend yes, but as that close confidante with hopes and dreams.... that is disappearing.
Breaking down my lists.... and working my way through them. Is good to see some progress, just feeling a bit numb right now. Hoping for a day when something feels more encouraging.
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send me a plane ticket to penn....I would be there to just hug on any time....;-0)
Hugs Kim.
Also I use a CPAP. Have for ten years. If you have any questions...
It will probably be emotional whether your st work or home.so why not do something special for your self what would make you happy what you haven't done in a long time.glad you sleep study went well and u take care of you
my sleep study tried me in CPAP but I couldnt sleep with one....I just had throat surgery to open airways to prevent sleep apnea....solid month of severe pain from it too....ouchie but the sleep is getting deeper
I also use a CPAP have.had it. For.7 years takes a little while to get use to it but then it becomes a way of life. If you have questions feel free to ask.
Glad your sleep study went well. Hopefully the CPAP really helps and you will feel refreshed after a good nights sleep. You have been doing great at taking care of what needs to be done. Monday will have some emotional moments for you I’m sure, cherish the happy memories you come across.
Hugs,
Kim