Keep an open mind. People do it for all kinds of reasons

For me, my emotions were so above my age that I didn't understand why I couldn't laugh like the other kids. I would fake it. Now I don't know what I'm doing other than making amends to myself. I only hurtmyself. I cut. To feel other than what my emotions are. So I can feel pain. Other than the depression I suffer with daily. I have good days and bad, but never act on it. not for one solid year since my suicide attempt. It was in action, but they were going to let me die. So I do it to tick em off now.But it never changes if you hurt yourself. Why hurt what is already in pain and suffering. Talk to your family doctor, there can be relief.I hated school. People would get into my face, and say Cheer up. EW