Just want to vent a little
I don't know why do I feel so tearful and exhausted these days. I have to do the routines which I don't enjoy everyday,I don't have supportive people around me or someone around me to talk about my personal stuffs,and have to live alone by myself. My old friends who are the best friends I could ever have start getting busy by their new lifes and not so responsive anymore to me when I try to contact them. Of course I do understand,we are separated by distance now so it won't be possible to keep in touch as often as it used to be,and they are busy with their new life with new friends too. But I can't help to feel really lonely,I just feel lost.I started to lose interest to things I used enjoy to do,I can't find it fun anymore and I can't keep myself focus when do something.
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Hi! I can understand where you\'re coming from. I have been shy and introverted all my life, and I will be 43 July 19. I don\'t have any lifelong friends. Because of fear, I cut off all contact with the few friends I\'d written to after we moved away from each other. Don\'t worry. I know it\'s hard to find fun in the things you used to enjoy; just take it one step at a time. You may not be able to focus any more, but you can change your attitude. I feel lonely sometimes too, so you can message me whenever you want, and I will respond quickly. Let\'s be friends here.
Thank you so much,Lynnie. It\'s very difficult for me to stay positive these days,people in here make it even harder. But I will try my best still. Thank you so much for listening and becoming a friend,I appreciate this so much.