JUST WANT TO CRY

I JUST WANT TO CRY All THE TIME BUT I HIDE IT FROM HIM!!! I LOVE MY HUSBAND SO MUCH AND I JUST DONT KNOW HOW TO LET HIM SEE ME FALL APART. HE WORRIES ENOUGH FOR THE BOTH OF US THAT I CANT  LOOSE IT! SO I HAVE DECIDED TO COME BACK ON HERE AND START WRITING AGAIN.  SO HERE I AM.