just waiting for baby

well i am 40 weeks and 2 days, this baby is being stuborn. i wish he would come, i been feeling contractions and still nothing, i cant wait to meet my little guy thats been growing inside of me and that me and my boyfriend created together even if we were not trying to have a baby right now. his name will be kyle allen jagielski.. i am getting uncomfortable as the time goes on. one of my friends at work had her baby and the baby was over 10 pounds, i dont want this baby to get that big. i want to have him naturally i am trying with no meds but if i need them i will not turn them down. i just want kyle to be born already. they will induce me friday. i have another non stress test on tuesday. i been staying busy working still, if i feel like i cant work anymore they wont mind, i want to stay active so it will make it easier on me.