Just too much sh*t going through my head!

We still haven't heard anything about the house yet and whether or not we are approved.  However, I am sure that with Labor Day around the corner that it will take a while.  I just hope that we hear something soon.  We were so afraid that we wouldn't get the Uhaul.  Now, thankfully we have the money to get the Uhaul.  And, we got the past due balance on the electric bill paid.  It was outrageous!  But, the damn landlord won't come and fix the damned air conditioner and we have it and 4 box fans running just to make it bearable in the house.  I am so hoping that we are approved for this house because it has a fairly new air conditioner unit.  And, the house is so beautiful.  I love it.  And, I really want to get out of these apartments.  But, if we don't get it then we are gonna have to rush to find something else at the last minute.And my hubby is pissed off at me for letting my best friend borrow my camera.  But, I know that she will be careful with it.  She only gets to see her husband for one day before he has to leave again.  So, I thought it would be okay to let her take a few pictures of him.  But, he is throwing a fit about it.  I have so much homework to do and I am trying my best to get caught up, but I have the baby asleep on my chest and everytime I try to lay him down, he wakes back up.  And, I can't really sit and write when I have a baby on my chest. I just have so much crap going on that I don't know what to do.  My husband thinks it is no big deal that we don't have much packed and that the lady hasn't called us back about the house.  He is just so friggin mellow I could scream because I am freaking out and he is being so damned nonchalant about it.  Makes me feel like I am the freak because I'm so scared and nervous.  UGH!  I just don't know what to do and it is driving me crazy.  I can't stand not being able to sit down and make a list and itinerary for every single thing I will be doing for the next 2 weeks.  I hate feeling out of control.  I want to know exactly what I am going to be doing next week and I can't stand feeling like next week is hanging out there waiting on the outcome of one event.  I want to KNOW what is going to happen.  I want to be able to PLAN but I can't and it is driving me nuts!!!