Just to mention
Sometimes I feel frustrated by keeping so many of my REAL feelings bottled up inside because the people around me are really NOT interested in hearing how I'm feeling. At work when they ask me if I'm okay I just resite "Yeah I'm fine or I'm okay." even if I'm feeling sad or feel like crying. Cause the times I have started to say how I'm feeling they are not interested, or they give me a deer in the head lights look OR they change the subject. Sure they can sweep it under the carpet, well I can't sweep it under the carpet. And when they say "get help" I have tried, every time I've gone for counseling they are really not doing what I need. I've given up on getting help. I'm tired of trying anymore. I just go through the motions on most days. I had a good day last Sat, but those good times are rare these days. I feel like I've been abandoned by my SO CALLED friends and my family is no longer interested in seeing how I am.
I'm just going through the motions.....:'( oops just ignore the tears, they don't matter.
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Im sorry your having a tough time . I’m sort of feeling the same way. I find family not wanting to bother with me or hear my feelings. And my friends definitely don’t understand to the point I isolated away from them. I think sometimes people don’t want to hear us is because they don’t know how to handle it. Maybe we are just more in tune with our feelings and others? If it helps any it makes me feel good to know I’m not alone although I wish it were on different Circumstances . Big hugs
Sorry to hear this, but sharing your feelings in your journal are great, a release. Just writing them down helps. What was your good day Saturday? I was told by someone that you have to be your own best friend first. Gentle Hugs... Brooke
Oh Sweetie,
I'm sorry. Sometimes I feel,the same way. It isn't a good feeling is it? Hang in there. I care about your feelings as do many others here. May God give you peace today. Blessings.
Sending hugs.