just to add following telling kerrie about my acromegaly.

just a few bits i forgot i saw kerrie sat at the dress fitting for her dress which all was said was hi.well next stop at my partners dads i had trouble getting my little boy out of the high chair as my arms were killing me sunday i had no use of them they were so painful it hurt when i lifted the knife and fork to eat so i spent most o the afternoon massaging my arms. my partners dad did look at me and gave a look that ment he knows im in pain and why. so while i struggled like hell to get my son out of the high chair kerrie just stood there wtaching me taking the table cloth off the table. i felt so small, but then my partners dad came rushing through bless him, right when my little boy decideds that he can free his leg and hes down. so my partner dad just put the candles on the table and smiled. to show that everything will be just ok with help from him. it made me want to cry and from all the things with kerrie that day i just wanted to cry and go home. my partner wasnt too happy with her either but hey life goes on and it gets better everyday!! it is what you make it. i have come this far with no help from her so a few more years isnt going to hurt.