just thoughts in my head thismorn.

i was thinkin i love my brother Kishen,yes we are close even tho we dont talk heaps.i didnt sleep well last night,wakin at 12 then130 then 3 when i jumped on the couch an turned the tele on.i smile cos my tv is like my husband-AAHHH always there.lol.i must clean the house today.its been raining all nite.the lawns are totaly sodden.iv worked all week doing the heavy shelter belt,thats a hedge of the larger variety hahhahahhahah yep im the man!had a guy helping me but i did all the machine work an he was like a grandma.but it was a help to hav him there.my girls dad rang an cancelled his sat-sun meeting wid his girl.i am disapointed.moo's totaly ok wid it but its not the point.im always jus letting him off but his efforts are weak.an i so need a fn break.though the complacation being my girl does not like his mrs so no use sending her up if her fathers going to be at work or not there.anyway thats shit.lol yes im now over that thought!iv had the fire going al night so we warm an i even cooked a nice dinner for us las nite.pork thingys,hahahhaha an had a wee candle going,smile jus me an moo.i even tried to do it for the cat madonna,i opened sardines instead of cat food,thinkn she'd love them.but no,fussy bugger.coffees calling!Aaaahhhhh thats beter.roll a fag,think about me good mate phil thats in ozzy perth at the mo.he totaly gets my sense of huma.i love him as my frend.like i really love him,smile.oh here cums the morning lite i will go an think wid the vacum cleaner.