just thought id try this

i have never really journaled before so i am just giving this a try to see how i like it.  i kinda wanted to see how i really feel as the months drag on.  i am ok today.  i am making my first trip away from home in the near future to visit my daughter.  it is only one night and that is good cuase i feel closer to tom when i am home and am not sure i could be gone much longer than that.  i guess we will see