Just Thinking...

      Today is April 29th 2009....I have not been on here 4 awhile do to being pounded with confusion in my life....I am streesed and feeling like somethings seem impossiable...My M.G is so not under control. The weather is effecting everything, I have the whole body M G...Double vision is back and my speech is slurred.A new symptom is my fingers are getting twisted i don't think is part of my medical condition....I know i have this and i just wish i was normal again...No meds no I.V.I.G. Treatments....I've had almost all of them except 4 the surgry....My M.G. has corrected my Hyper-thhyroidism which is a good thing bbut my Depression is another thing...I asked myself what did i truly do to deserve this, but Still it happened to me..       Well this is just an update on how i've been feeling lately...I'm tring to stay positive but it feels wrong...i do not think im handling this well...it's going on 6yrs with M.G. My 13 yr old sister has to help me with the basics sometimes...As well as my mom...my sis has helped me since she was 9yrs. old...with brushing my teeth and helping me in the shower and taking baths...My mom does the same....some days are better than others...Later on it gets worse or better.....I can't sleeep at night and it's hard to sleep on my back cause it's hard to breathe....       As of now I have been labled Bi-Polar since i was a teenager, Hyper-thyroidism since i was 18 and now I have M.G. Miscarried 2 times....It seems like my life is full and complete of tragic issues as far as of my health....I;m glad that i have my mom and my sis....I Love them both so much and I'm glad they are with me....