Just the start of a day.

It is 6 am and I got my usual 3 hours of sleep. Just don't know why 3 hours exactly every night. Its weird. As far as I can tell, my weight is the same. (thank God). I was worried that I ate more than what I should of but I am back on the low today. I see the nut on  April 11th and want my weight to be down to 375 so I have 7 more lbs to lose before I go there. I hope everyone will wish me luck.
 

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Towersofhope
Towersofhope

u r doing so great and u CAN do this, u really want it, such courage through all this struggle to get surgery will finally one day be a moment in the past... i worked so hard so depressed hopless and all and i finally got mine.. almost 3 weeks out and i feel that relief of I did it... still for me is hard working on head hunger didn\'t really expect that... i still wanna shovel food fast as i can but i can say it is so much better now that i really can\'t. my sleep apnea was why i slept 3 nights a week, that will be good to have checked out, helps a lot... best to u xoxo