Just stuff

Gosh...it's feels like forever that I haven't written.  My life is not that busy or is it???  Feeling a little "down" these past few days.  Was hoping that I would at least be in some kind of relationshp right now in my life.  I know that my life is not guided by whether or not there is a man there for me but I like having a man in my life!  I feel safe and secure and just basically good about me.....the sex helps too! Maybe it's just not my time.  I keep trying to tell myself that but I'm not sure I believe it.  I don't know where to go to find what I need....I've tried the biking thing which has been great.  I'm interested in a man that I work with and we have ridden together a couple times but I don't know what he is thinking.  I don't know much about him....not even sure if he is dating someone. But the upside of this is that I know that I can be attracted to someone again!  And I'm definitely attracted to him so I guess i just need to be patient...it's hard though....I'll keep you posted....in the meantime, I'm off today.  Out tonight for drinks/appetizers with Heather...tomorrow, birthday party for an old high school friend so keepin it busy!