Gosh...it's feels like forever that I haven't written. My life is not that busy or is it??? Feeling a little "down" these past few days. Was hoping that I would at least be in some kind of relationshp right now in my life. I know that my life is not guided by whether or not there is a man there for me but I like having a man in my life! I feel safe and secure and just basically good about me.....the sex helps too! Maybe it's just not my time. I keep trying to tell myself that but I'm not sure I believe it. I don't know where to go to find what I need....I've tried the biking thing which has been great. I'm interested in a man that I work with and we have ridden together a couple times but I don't know what he is thinking. I don't know much about him....not even sure if he is dating someone. But the upside of this is that I know that I can be attracted to someone again! And I'm definitely attracted to him so I guess i just need to be patient...it's hard though....I'll keep you posted....in the meantime, I'm off today. Out tonight for drinks/appetizers with Heather...tomorrow, birthday party for an old high school friend so keepin it busy!