Just so tired .....short post
just as it seems im getting better, things turn and im rite back where i started. Cant afford treatment, or find a good enough place that will take time to help figure out whats going on. This shit has to end, i cant keep living like this. Helen Ross and places here where i live do not try to really help they dont even listen, its like a rush to hurry you out the door.Ive been to 2 different places and both seemed like it was a waste of time. If its not helping why keep going. I need a place that will listen and stop looking at my old recorders and go by whats going on now. Its like i find my not being my self more and more.
Im just so so tired and wish it would end. I really feel for anyone going thru what i go thru and deal with things and people i do. I can say i handle things alittle better than in the past but i still say and do things that i cant account for. Ptsd been so bad lately ive been biting the inside of my mouth til its pouring blood in my sleep.
I just want to wake up and it all be gone. I want to wake up with a new life some of the same people still in it but not all.
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I'm so sorry you're going through this Scotty... good help is essential for recovery, and I can well appreciate the trouble you are having finding good services. In general, this country has a national shortage of psychiatrists, so they frequently get to pick and choose hours, etc. There are online resources like Better Help and 7 Cups of Tea-- they aren't as good as meeting with someone in person, but maybe they could tide you over for now. Thinking of you :-)
ok thanks ill look into that
Scotty, tough time you're going through. Have you checked with NAMI for resources for help? Many have local groups and pro bono help. Calming and comforting hugs.