Just so fed up

Well here we go again, more crap.  Went through new bank statement today and h has put us in the red again spend, spend, spend, no thought about the consequences again, just like his stupid affair, no thought to his stupid consequences.  Asked him to tell me what he has spent all this money on and he says most of it was on us!!! bull shit.  He took us all out for dinner on our sons bitrthday, he took me away for a night, but thats it and it no where comes near to the amount he has spent, all cash of course so there is no paper trail.  ~Well fuck him, I hate him.