just sitting here thinking
Im just sitting here thinking what should i do. I have broken glass sitting here in front of me.What is wrong with me i feel so down that i just whant to kill my self. there is nothen for me anymore here. I feel so traped its not funny, i cant beleave im thinking of killing my self and nowing no one can stop me cause no one nows were i live how funny is that, even if they did they still cant stop me.i cant get rid of these nasty dreames that are hunting me for years there was to much abuse done to me i just cant see how any body could servie it i know im to week im just not strong.every thing is taking a toll on me there is no easy way to tell any one how i feel cause deep down in side they dont realy know im it seems like i have to put on a fake smile i got like 50 scares on my body whats one more who cares i dont im so confussed anymore whos a true and trusting friend hey why not isould just off myself and leave this wourld for you out there thank you for trying to help my mom seems to want me dead any way so do i i cant see the reasin i want to live its just making me even more deperesd like they say if you cant handle it then go theres no place here for the week please dont get mad at me you guys are much stronger than i am
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I just tried to call you hun and your not picking up the phone.I really hope that you didn\'t act on what you are feeling.i know how hard it is to deal with the dreams the memories and the stress.You are not alone hun.You say that your not strong but you are I know you are.You are always there for me when I need an ear.You are my only true friend and it would kill me to know the only person i have to talk to and who understands me is dead.Also please think of the boys.They love you hun even though it is hard for them to let you know.They really do.Please call me and let me know you are ok.HUGS!!!!!Theresa
i can relate on the feelings but try and find just one reason to not act on them... I know finding those reasons can seem pointless or useless but there is a reason for you to be in this existance. My thoughts go out to you for you to find the stregnth to exist one more day and then one more after that.
big hugs
mike
You are much stronger then you think you are...you have to stop by first realizing that all the negatives thoughts you have are not from God...they are all lies just to get you to end your life...Lisa please reach out for help....i will be on aim tomorrow if you want to chat...check out our updated site at www.doorofhope4teens.com
God has a plan for you...you are not an accident....you are worth being here!!!
You are strong, even if you don\'t feel strong right now
I need to know how you are doing girl.You have not responed to any of my messages or hugs in a while.Making me worried over here.I care about you and need you to let me in.Please know I\'am here for you lisa.Please know that.Love you lots! Love, Jolynn