just shooting the breeze

Today and this week has been a mixture of things.  I finally have my finances under control and I am able to fully support myself if anything happens. I am stillworking on listening to God and trying to get my communication line with him stronger everyday.  
This sickness is not as bad as it was when we moved into our new aparment.  I'm able to be the backbone for my household now and me and DeAndra are finally going to tie the knot at the justice the peace on this Friday March 12, 2010.  I'm happy and ready to have a wife and to start building a family.   Everything is going good and I'm not letting anything stop me, not even MG.  I rebuke this stuff because God doesn't put anything on us we can't bear and I must be a strong person because sometimes this stuff gets tought.....but as they say when times get tough, the tough get going.
The prayer has helped a lot and the prednisone has helped a lot too.  Med's are nice but i try to keep in mind Who put the meds there for me and allowed me to come through this point.  Doctors are great but God is better.  Don't let all this man can save himself stuff fool you.  I found out quick in my short life how easy man can fail very easily without God as his head.
I interviewed for a new position at my job on last friday and I have a follow on tomorrow.  I have confidence that God will increase my worth with this job and if it doesn't go the way I want then I know God will increase my financial blessings anyway and my job in some form or fashion, I just have to wait on Him.