Just saying hi
I really miss DS and the friends I have made here. talking on FB is great, but somehow the different setting is not the same.
When I first came to DS I was very stressed and manic-I had left a 5 year relatioinship and was suddenly calling all the shots, but with no one to share anything with. The first day I joined DS I was chatted up by a guy who was very appealing to me, and i fell in love kinda and had visions of him coming here. But then after a few days of chatting and fantasising his gf suddenly od'd (not fatally)and I must say I was pretty unsympathetic cos we were just indulging in a shared fantasy about being on a yacht with champagne....not only did he dump me, but he accused me of being a stalker and annoying his friends. I was so addicted. For me "love" has always been like crack cocaine-one taste and i am hooked-line and sinker, rod, basket and filleting knife. I didnt cry-I havent cried in years despite all the depressions I have had....I just set about moving on which had me joining a dating site. Ouch! like bait within a swarm of piranhas, suddenly had dozens of men clamoring for my attention. Met one at an abortion of a party I threw- what a drip.....Respite care here I come.....
Anyway the point of the above is......no point. Just sayin' as they say.
hope all is well with all-I am into my 5th year here with Ivan - not too bad, but really cant wait till I retire, working seems so pointless. just want to be tranquil and relaxed. Sorry about rave.
When I first came to DS I was very stressed and manic-I had left a 5 year relatioinship and was suddenly calling all the shots, but with no one to share anything with. The first day I joined DS I was chatted up by a guy who was very appealing to me, and i fell in love kinda and had visions of him coming here. But then after a few days of chatting and fantasising his gf suddenly od'd (not fatally)and I must say I was pretty unsympathetic cos we were just indulging in a shared fantasy about being on a yacht with champagne....not only did he dump me, but he accused me of being a stalker and annoying his friends. I was so addicted. For me "love" has always been like crack cocaine-one taste and i am hooked-line and sinker, rod, basket and filleting knife. I didnt cry-I havent cried in years despite all the depressions I have had....I just set about moving on which had me joining a dating site. Ouch! like bait within a swarm of piranhas, suddenly had dozens of men clamoring for my attention. Met one at an abortion of a party I threw- what a drip.....Respite care here I come.....
Anyway the point of the above is......no point. Just sayin' as they say.
hope all is well with all-I am into my 5th year here with Ivan - not too bad, but really cant wait till I retire, working seems so pointless. just want to be tranquil and relaxed. Sorry about rave.
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