Just rambling

Not a great weekend. S/O had something bothering her. Would not talk about it. I think she is getting tired of having to deal with me and all of my troubles. She is working hard and getting as much overtime as she can but we still just barely squeek by each payday. I really need to try and go back to work. But what can I do.......nothing. I am trying to do this survey thing. It is not working yet. W thinks maybe I should quit. I think I need to keep trying for a little while yet. Only been at it for a couple of weeks. Need to let them know that I am going to stay so that they will give me surveys that pay something. I got 45 spams in my biz e-mail today. Took me about 3 hours to go in and unsubscribe from them all so that I would not get anymore e-mail from them. There is usually two different places on each e-mail that you have to unsubscribe to. I think most people do not know that.  Am very stiff and sore this morning. Not sure why. Have to go and do some grocery shopping this morning. Really trying hard to work up the energy. Not having much luck though. Beat Duke out of his "sniff and pee" this morning. Just to sore and my cell phone was charging. I do not like to go out of the house without it. Just incase something happens and I need to call for help. But then what the heck if something did happen and I was unable to call for help maybe this would all be over and Debbie would get the insurance money. Not sure why I don't just do that. I guess I am just not ready yet......